When A Man Loves A Woman
Doesnt mean that i dont feel loved….i was moved,…and a little bit thinking hehehee
anyway i cant sleep so i watched tv and found there is Friends (Movie show,…american movie show? featuring Jennifer Aniston, Courtney Cox, Matthew Perry and etc?)
well they played an episode, i cant remember exactly what is the season and the episode, but it was when Monica was trying to convince Erica to give them her baby (adoption) so the scene was, when Erica read the wrong file which states that Chandler is a Doctor instead of Advertiser, and Monica was a Reverand instead of a Cheaf!!! they played the role, but Chandler then felt that it is all wrong to lie about who they are to Erica as she is about to give away her own Child….so they decided to tell Erica the truth, and as we had guess off course she freaked out…..she refused to give them the baby but actually Erica liked them, and decided to give the baby, but it blows out, and Chandler was trying to convince her how good Monica is….i still can remember some of the lines, but its only about….not the exact lines though…
"we want the babies for a long time and so badly…Im in advertising, and my wife is a Chef, she is a devoted, caring, and understanding woman, and dont tell Monica but the woman is always right, and i love her so much, and it kills me knowing that i cant give her a baby, i will learn how to be a good dad, but my wfe is already there, she is a mum, without a baby…."
that’s about it…not exact lines but its the whole point of my post, when a man loves a woman, he said wonderfull things about her, he might not say it right to her, but he knows deep in his heart how wonderfull and excellent the woman is, cause he is the only one who knows exactly how he felt for her, and he is the only one can unite to her,….i was touched by his words, and in fact, Chandler indeed is my fave character, he might looked dumb and silly with all his jokes, but when he wanted to tell the truth, express his feelings, he himself had his own way and knows what to do to let it out…he might not say all good things to everybody, but when there is the need to, he will…
well once again, its not that i dont feel love, i was just touched by how a man could loves a woman like that 
from this life (not even half of life yet) i learnt so many things about love, i watched this movie (another film, but hey they are created for us to watch to express something right?)well i watched this drama "War and Beauty" brought up to illustrate how the maidens in past of Man Dynasty lived (or should i say Ming Dynasty) well it illustrates the war and the beauties the maidens and they shared the same man, whom a royal king, and they had a queen to look upon. competitions among them, relatives or just best friends, will compete not only by their beauty but also by plans to kill if they really have to, not only for them but also their relatives, little ones or older ones, they will haunt them and do everything to get rid their competitiors, and what the king did? he closed his eyes but enjoy the body and the beauty of his maidens, one by one, as they are not companied by the kind everyday but took turns, so they fall for somebody else, this movie taught me how pure and beautifull but also hurt when a person fall in love in the past days, but things chaged, we fall in love many many times before decided which we will decide to live with ever after, but not for them, they fall once, and will only once.
Perhaps those are only movies, but for me love indeed is something precious,….too bad love isnt as pure as it used to be, have i fallen in love? i cant tell…..i care for someone right now, and i just hope my care for him is a form of a pure love the past always seen, and i hope the way i cared for him will be seen by him, from his own feelings, i neednt need to say anything, but he will understand, i neednt need to explain but he will trust for everything i did or do or done, will not meant to hurt him, for he is the one that lived in my minds, for he is the first person i would think whenever it is good or bad.
i am hunger and thirst for that kind of feeling. a feeling that i neednt need to do anything, but it will show and express itself…will there be?i hope so….things might changed, but love won’t as its invisible,immortality….
