Archive for October, 2005

Mr. Right or Mr. Right Now?

Thursday, October 27th, 2005

How can we tell that a guy is our Mr. Right? Is it when he brought us flowers to every of
our dates, open the doors for you to walk, treat you charmingly like a
princess?

 

Or perhaps a man who cares about you but in a different
way? He might ignore you, never ask how
you doing, but keeps looking in a distance. Maybe you would notice it, but maybe you wouldn’t.

 

What your heart tells you when the right one is in front of
you? It beats very fast and even faster
when you walk over? How do we ever know
that the choice is the right one?

 

They said not every relationship have what they called,
“Love”. Maybe among five relationships,
you might have only 1 true love, or worse, none at all.

 

I have been with men. You may call it fling or infatuation, crushes, or maybe some serious relationships
too. But so far, I could only imagine
what my life ahead in marriage would be like, with only one man. I tried looking into his eyes, trying to define
what this guy is actually, “Mr. Right or Mr. Right now?” is this only a ‘get-carried-away’ situation? Or
is he really the dream man?

 

How are we going to be sure that we don’t pick the wrong
men?

was a testi…now a blog :)

Monday, October 24th, 2005

This was a testi for someone, very very special….but i decided to delete it from the testi row :) it’s no use anymore in there :) let it hang in here instead :)

Sometimes, it’s hard for me
to tell you
just how very much you mean to me.
I just don’t know how to say
that you are an amazing,
intelligent, remarkable person

I am so blessed to have you as a
friend.
Sometimes I can’t believe that I was
even lucky enough to even meet you,
but here we are…..been through 2
years of adventure with you.

Sometimes, I wish I knew how to say
that I know it hasn’t always been easy,
and I know it won’t always be.
But having you as a friend is worth
any hard times
we have to go through.
Sometimes, I close my eyes and smile
because I never dreamed my life
could be like this –
and it’s all because of you.
And sometimes, I realize that I
don’t tell you enough
that I care for you and i always will

—Scuzan Plutz—

I think….so much to think… ^-^

Friday, October 7th, 2005

I used to think that love was only real in the movies

and that I enjoyed being alone

I used to think that I was too independent

that I didn’t need anyone

because I was so strong

But after meeting you

I realize that

my attitude towards love

was merely a cover-up of my disappointment with relationships

I put on a strong, noncaring front

so no one would know how I felt

But after meeting you

I could no longer pretend

My feelings became transparent

and now I want to tell the world

something I always knew but was afraid to admit

that love is the most important feeling one can have

We might not be together at last,

but you will always have space in my heart.

Big deNiaL

Thursday, October 6th, 2005

When do we know that we have to leave the person whom we love?

is it when we started to feel that he doesn’t make us happy? or is it when we started to quarell, yelling at each other, and started to stare in the darkness?

what is the exact sign that we should leave, find a better life out there?

Ordinary People - John Legend

Monday, October 3rd, 2005

Someone *special to me at least* liked this song, or at least might have liked it… I dunno :) but i do liked it too, it reminds me of him.  Maybe we have to take it slow, but don’t ever let me go, keep holding on my hands, that way i won’t leave…but stay,….at your side,….

"Ordinary People"

[Verse 1]

Girl im in love with you
This ain’t the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we’ll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
Cuz we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we’ll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we’ll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain’t a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya’ll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it’s heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

[Bridge]

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it’s not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
Cuz we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we’ll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we’ll take it slow

[Verse 3]

Take it slow
Maybe we’ll live and learn
Maybe we’ll crash and burn
Maybe you’ll stay, maybe you’ll leave,
maybe you’ll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won’t survive
But maybe we’ll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

[Chorus]

We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
Cuz we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
Cuz we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we’ll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we’ll take it slow