when I realized…..distance between us.
All this while I thought I know everything about you.
Colour of your eyes, what will make you laugh, what do you eat and drink, what you like and dislike. Until there is one day, that i realized there is a distance between us.
so wide , so deep, so far away that I can’t reach. That’s the time when i started questioning myself, what is it I am waiting for, in this side of the hill, when there won’t be anything to bridge me along to your world. I wonder how am I still here and I don’t want to move a thing It might change my memory.
I can’t go, but I can’t hide, I can’t close my eyes, I was so afraid that your last shadow would disappear and leave me all alone.
I looked back there is darkness, I looked up front, you are fading, starting to disappear, gone with the cold wind.
November 7th, 2005 at 6:28 am
time to start a brand new day?