Dee

I’ve been suffering from the sleepless.  Many thoughts in mind that keep me awake, busy even in my sleeping hours.  People keep telling me to let it all go.  I tried counting sheep, there is always one that i’ll miss.  Then i tried counting you, none that i’ve missed.  Then everyone keeps telling me that i’ve been in to low.  That i’ve got to learn to let him go.  Let the feeling flow, and let the nature to take care of it.  So here i am, trying to let it go, lighten a bit.

~O-o~

I need some sleep
You can’t go home like this
I try counting sheep
But there’s one I always miss

Everyone says I’m getting down to low
Everyone says, "You just gotta let it go"
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go

I need some sleep time to put the old horse down
I’m in too deep and the wheels keep spinning round

Everyone says I’m getting down to low
Everyone says, "You just gotta let it go"
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go

You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go

"A friend once asked me, how can a man be so weak and give his everything to somone."

then i told him, "because he knows ‘Love’.  I do too, and that’s what i feel now.

‘For you, I’d wait ’til kingdom come. Until my day, my day is done. And say you’ll come, and set me free, Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me.’

~ o-O ~

Steal my heart and hold my tongue.
I feel my time, my time has come.
Let me in, unlock the door.
I’ve never felt this way before.

The wheels just keep on turning,
The drummer begins to drum,
I don’t know which way I’m going,
I don’t know which way I’ve come.

Hold my hand inside your hands,
I need someone who understands.
I need someone, someone who hears,
For you, I’ve waited all these years.

For you, I’d wait ’til kingdom come.
Until my day, my day is done.
And say you’ll come, and set me free,
Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me.

In your tears and in your blood,
In your fire and in your flood,
I hear you laugh, I heard you say,
"I wouldn’t change a single thing."

The wheels just keep on turning,
The drummers begin to drum,
I don’t know which way I’m going,
I don’t know what I’ve become.

For you, I’d wait ’til kingdom come,
Until my days, my days are done.
Say you’ll come and set me free,
Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me.
Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me.
Just say you’ll wait, you’ll wait for me.

Gemintang
awali indahnya cerita
melantunkan rasa
nyanyikan
denting nada dan senyuman
menghadirkan cinta

Resahku menepi indahku bersemi
mengingat utuh bayangmu

Hatiku mengucap kata merindukanmu
Laksana nyata manis nuansa
Dan jika gemintang tiada lagi melagu
Kisahku yang mencinta dirimu
Kan slalu abadi

Rembulan
temani indah malam ini
menyatukan asa
Lukiskan
dekap hangat yang kau beri
mengartikan kita

Gemintang nyanyikan
rembulan lukiskan

How can we tell that a guy is our Mr. Right? Is it when he brought us flowers to every of
our dates, open the doors for you to walk, treat you charmingly like a
princess?

Or perhaps a man who cares about you but in a different
way? He might ignore you, never ask how
you doing, but keeps looking in a distance. Maybe you would notice it, but maybe you wouldn’t.

What your heart tells you when the right one is in front of
you? It beats very fast and even faster
when you walk over? How do we ever know
that the choice is the right one?

They said not every relationship have what they called,
“Love”. Maybe among five relationships,
you might have only 1 true love, or worse, none at all.

I have been with men. You may call it fling or infatuation, crushes, or maybe some serious relationships
too. But so far, I could only imagine
what my life ahead in marriage would be like, with only one man. I tried looking into his eyes, trying to define
what this guy is actually, “Mr. Right or Mr. Right now?” is this only a ‘get-carried-away’ situation? Or
is he really the dream man?

How are we going to be sure that we don’t pick the wrong
men?

This was a testi for someone, very very special….but i decided to delete it from the testi row it’s no use anymore in there let it hang in here instead

Sometimes, it’s hard for me
to tell you
just how very much you mean to me.
I just don’t know how to say
that you are an amazing,
intelligent, remarkable person

I am so blessed to have you as a
friend.
Sometimes I can’t believe that I was
even lucky enough to even meet you,
but here we are…..been through 2
years of adventure with you.

Sometimes, I wish I knew how to say
that I know it hasn’t always been easy,
and I know it won’t always be.
But having you as a friend is worth
any hard times
we have to go through.
Sometimes, I close my eyes and smile
because I never dreamed my life
could be like this –
and it’s all because of you.
And sometimes, I realize that I
don’t tell you enough
that I care for you and i always will

—Scuzan Plutz—

I used to think that love was only real in the movies

and that I enjoyed being alone

I used to think that I was too independent

that I didn’t need anyone

because I was so strong

But after meeting you

I realize that

my attitude towards love

was merely a cover-up of my disappointment with relationships

I put on a strong, noncaring front

so no one would know how I felt

But after meeting you

I could no longer pretend

My feelings became transparent

and now I want to tell the world

something I always knew but was afraid to admit

that love is the most important feeling one can have

We might not be together at last,

but you will always have space in my heart.

When do we know that we have to leave the person whom we love?

is it when we started to feel that he doesn’t make us happy? or is it when we started to quarell, yelling at each other, and started to stare in the darkness?

what is the exact sign that we should leave, find a better life out there?

Someone *special to me at least* liked this song, or at least might have liked it… I dunno but i do liked it too, it reminds me of him.  Maybe we have to take it slow, but don’t ever let me go, keep holding on my hands, that way i won’t leave…but stay,….at your side,….

"Ordinary People"

[Verse 1]

Girl im in love with you
This ain’t the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we’ll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
Cuz we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we’ll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we’ll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain’t a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya’ll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it’s heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

[Bridge]

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it’s not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
Cuz we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we’ll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we’ll take it slow

[Verse 3]

Take it slow
Maybe we’ll live and learn
Maybe we’ll crash and burn
Maybe you’ll stay, maybe you’ll leave,
maybe you’ll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won’t survive
But maybe we’ll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

[Chorus]

We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
Cuz we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We’re just ordinary people
We don’t know which way to go
Cuz we’re ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we’ll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we’ll take it slow

Well maybe some might wonder, what its like to be in people’s life,…well for me, my life is somehow what the band Simple Plan tried to express in one of their song, i pasted them below for you to see the lyrics.

preety much the same what i felt like….if you felt the same way,….Welcome to my Life

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Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you’re bleeding

No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels all right
You don’t know what it’s like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy but I’m not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like, what it’s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like (what it’s like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

People kept telling me…
You are going to find someone
Someone right for you
Someone who loves you

Someone whose eyes I look into deeply,
I found myself smiling happily.
Someone who would complete the only piece
That had been missing from the picture.

I let myself smiling when the day will come,
I will be cuddling warmly around your arms.
Kissing your soft and gently lips,
Hold you tightly and never letting you go.

And when the moment comes, I will know for sure,
And when I look at you, my heart Shiver,
I can’t let my eyes off of you,
I felt like I was flying, you took me out of the blue.

I juz realized, I have found you.
Yea baby, from the moment I set my eyes on you
I know you are the one that I’ve been waiting for
Our time will comes and past, and we will live happily ever after.